Feeling Much Better

So I feel a bit better after my ranting yesterday.  I don't know what my deal is post peak but I turn into something else...something not human.  And the weird thing is that I flip like a switch between raging anger and crying over the strangest things.  I will literally cry over spilled milk.  I will also bite DH's head off for telling me I look beuatiful.  And the even more bizare thing is that the whole time I'm flipping out I know that it's completely ridiculous, I just can't seem to stop myself.  I'm telling you, I think my dh is a saint in disguise.  I can't believe he puts up with me.  It must feel like he's living in an asylum sometimes.

I'm happy to report that my mood is much much better today...even despite the fact that yesterday was CD1.  Not that CD1 was a surprise.  We are still avoiding you know.  But...for the first time ever I had red spotting and not brown!  Woohoo for progress!  I typically have 5 days of brown spotting before AF and 5 days of tebb.  Dr. G doesn't like that at all.  That seems to be her biggest concern right now.  So anyhoo...I'm hoping that the non-brown stuff keeps up!  Maybe I won't have any tebb either.  It would be so totally awesome if the hcg worked on the first round.  Then maybe, just maybe, Dr. G would let us try this cycle.  That would be just too freakin' cool!  Not going to get my hopes up though.  Dr. G does seem to be really cautious.  I could definitely see her wanting us to wait it out one more cycle.  Oh oh oh...and more totally awesome cycle news.  I'm not having terriblehorriblenogoodverybadday cramping.  Over the last few days I've had some twinges here and there that come and go.  But nothing that even warented and al.eve.  I know I haven't gotten into the heavy stuff yet (that's when the cramps from hell creep in) but this cycle just feels different.  I didn't know that hcg could help with the cramps.  I'm loving this stuff!  And to make it even better, I haven't had one headache or migraine since P+5 which is when I took the first injection.  I'm praying this stuff is my answer.  Yay! Yay! Yay, for progress!