It's been awhile hasn't it. Things have been BUSY lately! The school year is almost over though so hopefully things will sloooooow down. I'm exhausted! I need one heck of a summer break. I think I'm way more ready for this than the kids are. :)
So I'm having a bit of a wonky mid cycle and I just don't know what to make of it. My cycles are fairly predictable. Five days of bleeding followed by just a few "green" days then right into "white" days. There's usually about 7 or so of those then we move into 12-13 post peak green days. Um this cycle is being a little strange. My first 3 white days were pretty poor quality (6-8c ad), which is actually pretty typical. Then I had a better day, 8kl x3. Then I had a GREAT day, 10kl ad, and I do mean all day sorry TMI). This is also typical. However...what is not typical is that after that great day of 10kl ad it's gone downhill fast. I usually have about 3 days of 10kl but I only had the one. The last 2 days have been a 8c x2 and a 6c x1. Then the really weird thing was first thing this morning there was the slightest pink tinge (not pink cm, just pink on the tp). I almost didn't notice it. I have never ever ever had mid cycle spotting. I used to have tebb and some brown bleeding a few days before af but not since I started HCG. Besides, it has never been mid cycle like this and never pink. I have no clue what to think.
I am refusing to let my mind wonder over to implantation bleeding. I refuse! Ok, maybe I did let my mind go there since I'm writing about it...but I don't want to go there. That is completely not logical. It would be way too soon for implantation bleeding. Doesn't it take like 5 or so days for that? So unless I ovulated on one of my first "white" days that is not even possible. So since it's not possible we are going to move on. :o)
So what could it be? Bleeding from ovulation? Does that happen? I haven't experienced it but anything is possible right?
Maybe I'm just crazy. Maybe it wasn't really there. Maybe my sleepy eyes were playing tricks on me.
I want to be pregnant so badly that maybe I'm making myself see things to get my hopes us. I hope my mind isn't that cruel!
